Sunday, October 31, 2004
CIP day!!
yeah. went to commonwealth to paint houses.. exciting! my first proper CIP project and painting houses too! something i've never done. and even though it was hard work, it sure was fun. lippy n youz were at commonwealth toO! haha. could hear you's laughter from like dunno how far away. and lippy's hair, initially with a patch of yellow paint, was restored to its original colour due to the rain. haha.
anw, so yuxi, joseph, seek peng, yupai, zhihua n i were in one group, and we were assigned to this house at tanglin halt. blk 76.. haha better not say the exact location here. yeah. it was a family of 9 can u believe it!?!? i have never encountered such a huge family before. 7 children, 5 boys n 2 girls. think the youngest was about 4 and the oldest mebbe 15. whoosh. and other than that, they had 2 cats, 2 luohan fish and i think 2 birds. and still got cages inside. amazing. i wonder where they get the food for the animals.. their flat had 2 rooms.. a hall and a kitchen. really small. totally made my appreciate my living conditions right now. yet they seemed happy. that was nice. like, a big happy noisy family.
and they were so sweet to have shifted all the furniture into the other room save for a cabinet in the one room and the fish tank and table in the hall so we could put our stuff. so we set about laying newspapers and masking taping the parts which needed to be.. and started painting! haha. anw we kept calling joseph 'lum' or 'lump' coz he din attend the meeting on friday and brought like so little newspapers! haha n i din have to carry my humongous stack of newspapers at all coz yupai n lum did the carrying. yay! haha. *that was my intention anyway* :P
we had like 4 rollers n 1 paintbrush so 1 person would have no painting work to do. at some point in time that was me and they suggested i sing for entertainment. erms. yeah.. so i sang a few tunes lorr.. just to pacify them. haha. the kids were quite cute too. and eventually our group ended at 3 plus, so early! coz the reporting time was 5. haha. and by that time all the kids came back and were standing outside. the eldest of the children, a boy, seemed to like me or sth. coz i was packing up and one of them shouted amanda! so i turned and they asked who's amanda? and yeah, i replied. so they kept like calling my name and said dunno who liked me.. i guessed it was the biggest guy there, haha. and they also asked for yuxi's name but since they obviously couldn't pronounce it i told them it was 'you see' heheh. so farnie! and yuxi told them joseph was lump. haha.
and the eldest son helped clear out HUGE trashbag.. i dunno how he did it. it was really heavy! i wonder where he dumped it man. then when we were at bottom level they all stood upstairs waving goodbye and yes, shouting my name..
then we walked to the car park and they ran to the side of the building where the staircases were and stood there and we turned coz someone called me! haha. powerful lungs man.
and they continued to stand there until we disappeared from sight. that last time i turned, only the eldest was remaining. aww. yuxi n my na both said they probably thought i was malay. HARHAR. *guffaws*
all in all.. a very interesting experience.. i wouldn't mind doing it again! then it rained so we took the bus back to hc and went to bukit timah plaza to eat dinner. and there the rest of them (seek peng yuxi LUM) kept niao-ing me to try durians EEYUCK. and seek peng grew so hysterical watching lum try and force the disgusting chai tao kway down his throat i got worried. haha. yeahh.. yesterday was indeed a meaningful one. no time wasted at all! i wouldn't wanna miss out on this even if i could wake up late and watch cartoons. *ahems, someone? :P
-blessed
5:52 PM
Friday, October 29, 2004
amanda teo is so not needing to go on the india trip lor.. her cip hours is so over the max liaoz. whoosh. some people just really love serving the community.
another nice song.. by go fish. its a love song! mm.
Clover Leaf Park
i know you tend to worry
the road we're on
we'd never walked before
just hold my hand and remember
no one else could love you more
i'll do my best to make you happy
and everything i am i give to you
so from the day till the day that i'm gone
my heart belongs to only you
i wanna be your friend forever
i wanna love you till the day that i die
i wanna see you when you're smiling at me
and i wanna be there when you need to cry
and from the first time that i held you
i knew i'd never want to let go
i see my life when i look into your eyes
and a look like yours is all i need to know
you read my mind like it's a letter
written just for you inside my head
you understand the way that i'm feeling
before a single word is said
i don't know why you took the chance on me
but you did
and now i've got you
so from the day till the day that i'm gone
my heart belongs to only you
i wanna be your friend forever
i wanna love you till the day that i die
i wanna see you when you're smiling at me
and i wanna be there when you need to cry
what colour are your eyes
i can't see in the dark
let's use the light of the moon
now in clover leaf park
nobody loves me like you
you're the one i adore
i asked the Lord for my dreams
he gave me so much more
he gave me you
i wanna be your friend forever
i wanna love you till the day that i die
i wanna see you when you're smiling at me
and i wanna be there when you need to cry
and from the first time that i held you
i knew i'd never want to let go
i see my life when i look into your eyes
and a look like yours is all i need to know
i wanna be your friend forever
i wanna love you till the day that i die
-blessed
3:14 PM
what i wanna know is, what on earth am i doing online so darn it early!! 3.01pm.
am i bonkers or what.
i still have GPF, OP, chem phy maths and econs to do!
dammit.
and nobody is online.. presumably they are all out gallivanting somewhere.
actually there ARE people online, but i aint really interested in talking to them.. oops. haha.
and i have no idea what THAT GUY is doing online the whole day, screaming 'whoohooo As are over!' with his nick even though its pretty clear the As just started..
hope the studying hasn't made him go mad.
saw et n kane qt a few times today.. same break n class bench so near ma.. haha.
and fel went up to collect some public service cultural award thingy, and we were the only performing arts cca to get OUTSTANDING!! the rest all got merit and the gang were laughing at me coz i was so excited. haha. wanted to sit as a choir but.. we had to sit in our CTs yeah.. no space for us to sit as a choir, boo. so we cheered frm our respective areas when fel went on stage and et even stood up!!!!!
pity i didn't see it.
so cool!!!!! the sc stood up and cheered. wheehee.
sight to behold.
darn it, i really love choir.
haha.
and super joyous, exuberant, euphoric and whatnot now coz i just checked my CIP hours and realized i got 19 HOURS!!!!!!!! yayyyy!!!!!!!
yippeee!!!!!!!!
*does cartwheels all around* yeah. in my dreams. i can't cartwheel for nuts.
yeahhh!
haha.
choir alone gave me 14 hours, the folding flower thing gave 2hours and carnival had 3 hours!!!! yayyy!!
contrary to expectations, i do have more than 1 hour!!!!!!! yeah!! hahaha.
i am going stark raving bonkers.
-blessed
3:10 PM
Thursday, October 28, 2004
im bored.
very bored.
was bored during school.
now bored at home even though im doing something.
coz that something is boring.
evaluating me sources.
rather, re-evaluating them coz apparently i ain't critical enough.
yadayadayada.
disgusting man.
today lessons started at 1120am.. but school started at 735!
so dumb.. and coz it rained we were all stranded in school..
think i visited the canteen like, 4 times...
i just dun understand why we couldn't have our physics lecture together with the S7s in the audi, then we wouldn't need to wait sooo long! anyway, the audi is sufficiently large to accommodate all of us right? argh.
sigh.. so much homework to do.. all because i didn't do well enough. starting to feel worse and worse about my results. no S papers for me.. and it got really depressing when i looked up the list and wow! so many SN people previously form my class there. mans. demoralizing enough.
9 choir people can take S papers.. kayi is so smart! 3 in all.. think vernon too. lemme see if i can remember.
wenjia, kayi, max, vernon, huimin, anthony, shinyi, bingfu and.... i dunno who else. forgot liaos. whoops.
then S6 physics lecture was the last,and those who had low E, O or F for promos had to stay back to get some extra stuff. yes, yours truly included. then all the S paper people started streaming in for their S paper briefing! oh boy. so moronic lah. the best and the lowest together. whoohoo.
boo.. i want choir tomorrow.. why they cancelled it..
ok la, i guess so coz we all really looked dead on wed due to the really hard mongolian song and stupid pw..
and im sure people out there are rejoicing that there ain't any choir so they can like, go out or do pw.. whatever it is.. and i think my pw is rotting. sigh.
ain't much to smile about these days huh?
feel like im morphing into one of those cranky old ladies. erps.
i want choir!
i wanna sing!
no choir till OP is over... so loooong away!!!!!!!!!!
but fel's bdae is coming up!
preeetty exciting.
i MUST get her something nice.
my bestest and longest friend in choir eva.
:)
-blessed
9:42 PM
Saturday, October 23, 2004
today was really fun!!!!! went with choir (half of us) to watch this german quintet. made them sound like some really cute guys but.. hmmm. they are like either late twenties or early thirties.. ok looking la, but boy, can they sing!!!!! every single one of them is superb. their projection is amazing! wah. admires them. haha. stupid bunch of tweenies sitting on our right giggled their way through the entire thing, talking and whispering and sms-ing.. wonder what kind of school they are from. lousy freaks man. totally pissed me n ching off. haha. yYAY. today was really fun, i like choir lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) :) :D
-blessed
12:04 AM
Thursday, October 21, 2004
oh and this is another excellent pic i got off gettyimages. people frollicking and enjoying themselves at the beach, splashing in the waves and watching the sunset..mm. perfect. 
-blessed
7:47 PM
chio couple! don't you think the guy is soo cute? and the gal looks so serene in the background, with the impish looking guy in front.
-blessed
7:45 PM
and i still hate pw.
-blessed
7:37 PM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
-blessed
10:02 AM
yesterday... was tiring. and i can't believe that stupid shit was so obsessed w himself can? complain complain complain. mister, we already agreed on everything and now then you want to rake everything up? isn't it too late?
if you wanted to bring up your brilliant ideas and oppose all our ideas, you jolly well should have done that way before last night. for goodness sake, last night was discussing OP already! the end of our pw! no consideration at all, isn't it? just thinking of me me me and how THEY selfish creatures never accept my ideas.
hello, may i reiterate that it was a CONSENSUS.. you DID back down ok. once we reach a consensus it means EVERYONE agrees and what is the point of digging everything up and saying you're fed up now?
we are not picking on you. you just happen to have the most ridiculously radical ideas that oppose practically everything we say. so, we have to set you right, don't we? you can't expect that your ideas are always accepted. i also had my ideas refuted anyway. so what is your freaking problem? we DO listen ok. it's just that you are so self-absorbed you don't realise it. so you think we never take your suggestions in mind. REFLECT UPON YOUR ACTIONS ok.
and the most ridiculous thing is that you keep harping on how you don't want to have a meeting on saturday morning coz presumably, you wanna sleep, right? conceited pig. this is all for our project ok.
just because of your selfishness we all accommodate you. but no, do you ever appreciate that? freakin shit.
then to add on to that, you keep counting down, what nonsense like i have to sleep and everything. may i remind you, your grp members are humans too, we are tired of talking to YOU! and we also want to sleep can? do you have to keep reminding us of the time and asking us to hurry up when you are the one who is creating all the fuss and trouble? just take a look at the chat log and you will see how much time we had to spend to placate your disgusting childishness, that it's all about you.
let me bring you back to reality, it's NOT. there are 5 of us, not just one of you and who do you think you are? the king? my foot. WAKE UP. stupid shit.
create a fracas for nothing. we try to make you see our point, make sense to you but you evidently are too concerned with yourself that you don't see the light, do you? you are seriously pathetic. grow up, ok? the world does not revolve around you alone. we all want this project to work and get a ee grade and you are going to ruin all that. seriously, i can't believe you are wrapping up. you'd better get all your sentences in place man. if you ruin our project, i am so going to wring your neck. watch out.
grrrr.
so damn pissed
-blessed
9:41 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
aiyooo.
spikes.
why spikes huh?
coz i just cut my hair!!!! argh.
acc in normal circumstances i would be very happy cutting my hair. plus the fact that the guy at qb who cut my hair the previous time made it so funkayyy, i loved it.
but this lady at the other qb is so not funkayy la.
she spoke chinese.
yeah, how stylish can you get when you speak chinese. sorry that's my personal opinion.. :P looked quite old too. bahs.
then i told her to trim and thin and yeah, i really don't think she knew what she was doing when i said i wanted to stick to this hairstyle.
instead of wisps which i had, now it's all the same length! and i got a fed up with it coz it looked so WEIRD.. like, where is her sense of style, dude? that i snipped off here and there at home. bah.
and i dunno why she went to concentrate at the top! it's like, the bottom should be her area of concentration, you know, making it all layered and all that. but NAH. she happily went about snipping the top and how was i supposed to know i looked so horrible when i dun have specs! and my top now is so short it can actually stand up in SPIKES. wah LAUS. how am i gonna go school tmr n face my friends!!!!!!!! sucks man.
a botched hair cut.
im seriously wondering if mousse can even save my hair this time. stupid freakin' lady. :/
i look like a blasted PORCUPINE!!!!
somebody save me!!!!!!!!! :P
-blessed
7:43 PM
Saturday, October 09, 2004
well, comm meeting wasn't that bad afterall.. and someone must have seen my blog or else God intervened or fel n charm just plain forgot that they told amanda n i to plan e agenda for today?? hurrs. choir rocks man.. but RC's coming so soon.. a lil apprehensive.. yuru's house is HUGE.. she took us on a tour.. so nice!!! huge study room.. bigg room.. they can fit three beds n its still spacious.. another 'guest room' which is just as huge.. beautiful backyard and garden i knew my parents would love but wouldn't be able to afford.. huge living room.. they even have a fan in the kitchen! goodness. and there's a tv room and her piano is so in tune man.. flat screen tv, did i mention? and the toilet is very nice too. all super modern design.. nicee man! so fortunate. sometimes i wonder what it would be like to have that much money man.. to be able to buy anything you fancy.. hmm. then sometimes i just wish i was older so i could start working.. get a good job and let my parents live comfortably instead my dad stressin' about his job.. come to think of it.. i dreamt that my dad changed jobs! hmm..
got a good bargain today.. got jeans at 10 bucks downstairs!! nice.. hehheh. nobody knows tho. im just waiting for mummy to wake up and discover a pair of new dark blue jeans lying on the chair. ahha. sekarli she thought it's hers.. hahahhaa. amusing thought indeed. :)
ate at prince with ching, you, kayi n lip today. remind me not to eat the fish and chips there again. the one at ke ai qi is so much better! this one really has the fishy taste. haha. think we really annoyed the patrons and the aunties there.. coz we talked so much and laughed too loud! did i meantion ching n youz were there? you see why we laughed too loud huh.. haha. and we told em the ant series joke again.. :P
and sorry felly i couldn't or rather didn't go with you to collect your braces and go carrefour with you.. i'll make it up to u k! *solemn promise. will go out with u next time. just 2 of us, felly and me, two long time best? dunno.. super duper good gal pals.. :)
-blessed
3:32 PM
Friday, October 08, 2004
my head's a wreck
saw a nice skirt today but din buy tho i would have loved too
it's the right length somemore!!
sigh
tired
watched white chicks
ok lor
gross funny, no plot.
why do i have comm meeting tmr...
dammit.
830 somemore
so sleepy
i need my rest
at yuru's house..
wonder if it's big
dun get why me n namanda have to plan this darsted meeting
how can u just push it to us liddat..
forget it
im ranting
i just hate being the head
heading meetings at all
finally faded into the background as a mere treasurer
and now i gt host a stupid meeting
so called agenda i must discuss
tell me the day before somemore
when its clear that everyone's going out
guess its not their fault tho
they would have to plan it too
im not angry at them
im just irritated at the state of things
i wish i wasn't oic of stupid rc
i just dun wanna be in the lead.
im happy to plain old follow man.
doesn't anyone get it?
-blessed
10:20 PM
Thursday, October 07, 2004
i never thought you would do this.
i never expected such a reaction from you.
i never shared this as something you could laugh at.
i never knew you could stoop so low.
i shared this as a testimony of God's grace, his faithfulness and goodness.
i shared this so you all would know what He has done in my life.
i shared this out of sincerity, with all seriousness.
but you, you just took what i shared and crushed it.
you demeaned everything i said with your mere stupid actions.
your insensitivity.
you mocked us, laughed at us and so, totally erased the whole meaning of my sharing with your role play.
is it funny when siblings reconcile?
is it funny that such love, that could only spring from God, brought sisters back together?
is it funny that one says 'i love you' to the other?
is it very funny to imitate what we did, what happened with your own intepretation of what could have happened that night?
there is NO WAY you can imagine what happened.
and let me tell you, you will never know what it feels like to be on the receiving end of such love. of such grace from God.
i am so sick of your insensitivity, so fed up with your stupid and childish actions.
i am so tired of you trying to draw laughs from others.
i am so irritated with you thinking that everyone likes you, that whatever you say goes.
i am just so sick of you trying to make light of everything that happens, to make it into something funny.
for your information, it was NOT funny.
it was never meant to be.
but the lack of grey matter in your head obviously failed to enlighten you on that, didn't it?
i really saw the light when i wondered how come the others who also were there when i shared this never resorted to such taunts, never ever made fun of what i shared.
i simply realised that they understood. they felt for me. they knew. and they praised God for His compassion.
whereas you obviously did not.
you are so juvenile.
are so so naive to believe i would have forgotten your taunt?
you think it's funny, but it is not.
so let me tell you once again, things are not going to be the same.
you will be on the receiving end of my wrath.
be prepared for more burning glares and sarcastic one liners if you try this again.
or worse.
you DESERVE this.
and i sincerely wish you good luck. you need it.
yours truly,
the victim.
-blessed
4:30 PM
the exams, i mean. and im back!!!!!!!
yesh. haiz, lemme look back on them.
chem-quite hard
econs-don't talk about it. i think i screwed up my essay.
maths-ok
physics-mans.
gp-like that lor. ok i guess.
yeah lor. those were my PROMOS... i just wanna promote, ok. promote! just spend 2 years in bloomin' JC and that's enough.
haha. but on to happier topics.
pee club went out! yeah.
took bus to orchard.. and the bus was SO occupied by NJ ppl! but it was quite amusing the way people craned their necks looking for familiar faces.. after all, many friends were in HC/NJ.. then we went upstairs, all split up coz no space! michelle good man, today got econs paper 1 yesterday still can go out.. ahha. and yes, i saw her again. why do i always see her? no idea, dude. then i sat down and beside me was this NJ couple. and i could only see the guy coz he was on the outside, and *gasp*, it was shao wei! yeah. he looks exactly the same. haha. no change since 4 yrs ago! but i din dare to venture a hi.. coz it was so weird! and got his gf there somemore. so i just pretended not to see him. why din i say hi huh.. could have at least talked to an old classmate and find out where the rest in RI went. haha. wait. more to come. then after we got off the bus, i turned around and MY GOSH!!!!!!!! his girlfriend is KIKA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im still in shock! it's so coincidental i can't believe it still. it's like, my primary school friend hooking up with my secondary school friend!!!! my gosh my gosh my goshes....... i dunno, it's like, so weird? you don't think? so kika saw me and waved. and outta impulse i waved to shao wei too. and quickly siam-ed. coz back then i was still in shock! but from the blur look on his face, i doubt he recognized me. wells.
then we went to eat hainanese chicken rice at far east but zhiyi din wanna eat something which, according to her, has so much meat. so we all accomodated her and went to eat at KFC lor.. but i didn't mind! cheese fries rock. although i was so full at the end of it. had plenty of fun laughing.. yeah.
then seekpeng, zhihua n i went taka whilst the rest went far east on the pretext of shopping, but actually to get zhihua's present! for the record, we got her a sigg bottle. black too! cool. 3 of us went kino where i browsed of rmy beloved manga.. wanted kenshin but no stock! so weird for kino lor. so i got naruto instead. and a bumped into zhihua and lo and behold, her balloon disentangled itself from the string and flew gaily to the ceiling and lodged itself above the high bookshelf. and 3 of us just stood there in shock for a while before bursting out into laughter. you should have seen us, 3 mad gals laughing over a lost balloon. thought of going up to get it but well, all the effort for a balloon that's gonna be burst anyway? i mean, that's what im thinkin now la, but it wasn't very nice coz jieying purposely bought it for zhihua. and you should have seen her sad face and yuxi's disapproving one. like, what could we do larrr.
then went to orchard library and i recommended james patterson to seekpeng, found lord of the flies for zhihua! and seekpeng recommended me 'the screaming tree' which is finished within 3 hours after watching tv.. its REAL GOOD! i couldn't put it down. a real psychotic book man. whoosh. the ending is superb!! haha.
then walked into a piano shop.. went down to a cd shop and met the rest of the gang. then we went walking to heeren. took neos!! and zhihua bought her bro a present too. then we went to taka macs and sat down. my feet were killing me man! we were all saying there was no way we could shop with genevieve tan since our leg power was so lacking man.. haha. and then, came what i ws dreading. they wanted to gossip!
sigh.
friends, don't you know it's bad to gossip? i just tried my best not to say anything. and i didn't! yeah. gossip separates close friends. its true, you know. it's in the bible. sigh. it's like, talking behind your friend's back! it is! and the word itself has a negative connotation. i've never seen such a group more welcome to gossip than this one. even jieying is warming up to it. sigh. girls, i love u all alot and treat u all as really great friend, but the only area i can't accept is that you all are so eager to gossip! it really puts me off. seriously. i can't believe you all like gossipping so much. it's not fun, it's definitely not healthy, and it's just plain bad! aiyars. i just wish they'd stop it. :(
yeah then after that went home and met shawn, kasster, kenneth, alwyn and chris at watsons. then i went home.. and settled in front of the tele!
feels so good not to rush into studying the moment i reach home. man. just to relax feels greeeat man. :)
-blessed
3:39 PM
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